Spermatic Blue

I am of kind heart

 I am a server and a giver

I love my child

I love my family

I try to make you happy

Who the fuck are you anyways

You some fucking outsider…? Coming in to make me …? What exactly?

Not a God damn thing…

Do you have any idea what I am?

Who I am?

I am love for those who deserve mine and gained my respect for the ones that give theirs to me that respect me and know me and understand me

I am complicated I’m not for whatever dumb ass that wants me… I’m too much for you

I am too much for you

I am complicated

I am smart

I am creative

I am a nurturer

I am a mother   

I am responsible

I am funny

I am light…

I am light

I am so bright

I put up a fight

To the death

I hold no breath

Not for you, not for you, and not for you

I am not a muarter

Not for you

Who the fuck are you

I don’t give a shit

You fucked it up for me

The illusion of what I thought you were

What I wanted you to be

You little boy

You little toy

The one who decided to grow up this year?

And say I am a man…jmmm…?

Haaa!

That’s precious

Don’t you dare talk to me?

Don’t you dare talk back to me

And don’t act like you know me

You don’t

You won’t

You won’t

Simpleton

You won’t